I thought about you a lot today.
More on my mind than before,
Eyes and lights, pretend tears,
You seem to be gone again.
I grew up dreaming of girls like you,
I meet the dream, the real thing slips.
From my hands and onto the bed,
Some flicker, a sunny glimpse alone
You knew all this was coming,
I let the secret out.
You knew the parts of me were seen,
Used them to get your way.